I am FREE Today!!
Yes, I no longer need to account to anyone. I am FREE today!! I came back home yesterday bringing back all my mugs and personal photos and ornaments that I have displayed in my cubicle in my office. The feeling was mixed. I was quite sad to leave my collegues and subordinates afterall I have been with this company for almost 10 years but I was happy that I no longer have to wake up to a morning alarm to get ready to go for JOB and I can now be with my kids all day.
The happiest of all should be my children, no 1 being Jeslyn. Jeslyn is four months old now but ever seen I went back to work after my maternity leave, she has been rejecting bottle and refused to take in any milk fed to her other than her soother - Mum's nipples. She would cry herself to sleep and go without milk the entire half day while I was at work. My maid and mum , her primary care takers while I was away, couldn't do anything. I always need to rush back home, taking care not to overwork, for fear that she would be starved. NOW, she can finally with her mum all day.
I worked up my timetable yesterday night for this coming one month ,setting aside the timeslot for my business, my children, husband and parents. This is because I got to be very discipline now from this day onwards as my income will depend on the effort that I am going to put in for my business. Daily necessity is currently being taken care of by my husband, however, I will need to work on the business to generate extra for my own personal use. I still prefers to be self sufficient. Somehow, I do not like the feeling of relying on others.
I am happy to have a good start today. I gave my blog a new update and touch up. I make a commitment now to have more frequent entries to account to myself from this day onwards. :)
Entry by Mummy Serene
Saturday, March 01, 2008
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